Archive | October, 2012

1 year later…

21 Oct

Funny, how I haven’t been on for one entire year and I’m back in the same position as I was in last year. Coinsidence? I am content with my job, I got it back so that I am happy with but they do overwork the heck out of me. My social life is in the same position as it last year. My love life once again is in the same position as it was last year. He doesn’t change for no one. His concern is as usual himself, his daughter, his family. and his boys. Now on top of that I find an email of him trying to conversate with an old fling. I approached him about it and of course he denied it. I can’t continue to drag my whole life for him a whole year again. It’s time to let it go. Yes, it kills me tremendously but I will never find what I need until I leave this situation.

Note: I will never lend anyone money.